Good morning, church! I wanted to welcome you all in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. As we turn to the Word this morning, let’s ask ourselves how we are approaching the Word this morning. Are we viewing it as a pep talk to get us charged & motivated for our next week? Are we viewing it as entertainment filled with quips and jokes to keep us engaged for 45 minutes? Or are we viewing it as a seminar where we’re being trained on the latest bible information? What are we looking to get out of this time with the Word?
The words of Paul to Thessalonians in 1 Thess 2:13 should inform us on this:
13 And we also thank God constantly[d] for this, that when you received the word of God, which you heard from us, you accepted it not as the word of men but as what it really is, the word of God, which is at work in you believers.
The expectation should not be a pep talk, or entertainment or a seminar. The expectation should be that this is God’s Word – where God is directly speaking to each and every one of us through the preached Word. And so knowing the seriousness and utmost importance of this time for all of us, let’s ask God for attentive hearts to receive all that he wants to give us this morning. Would you join me in prayer?
Pray
As a church we’ve been going through a series titled God’s blessing in suffering in the book of Job. And what we’ve seen so far in the life of Job is that blessing and suffering are not two opposite ends for a believer. Why? Because everything that happens in a believer’s life has God’s purpose behind it. Everything that happens including seasons of tremendous suffering and pain has God’s hand behind it. God is doing something in the background which we won’t be aware of while we’re actually going through the suffering. And that’s why we’ve chosen the title as God’s blessing in suffering.
Today we find ourselves in Job 10 where Job is in the middle of an ongoing conversation with his friends & with God. What’s interesting is the language that’s being used in chapters 9 and 10. It’s legal language used in courts. Let me use a couple of examples from the previous chapter:
“I must appeal for mercy before my accuser” – Job 9:15
“[32] For he is not a man, as I am, that I might answer him, that we should come to trial together. [33] There is no arbiter between us, who might lay his hand on us both.” – Job 9:32-33
Although this conversation is happening at Job’s home, it almost seems like Job is in the middle of a legal battle having to prove his innocence all by himself. His closest allies – his dearest friends have heavily criticized him & judged him.
He’s left all alone to prove that he’s innocent and that he’s done nothing wrong to deserve this incredible suffering that has come upon him. It’s like one of those cases where the victim is having to prove his innocence.
But more than that, there’s something more unsettling in these last couple of chapters. In the last couple of chapters, Job accuses the Judge of turning on him. According to Job, the Judge who is supposed to hear his case has already made up his mind to go against him.
He’s accusing the justice system of being rigged. That’s a huge problem right? Because if the Judge and the justice system is against him, then what hope of justice can he really have? That’s the question that we’re going to tackle this morning. And it’s not just with Job, when we go through seasons of suffering, we can sometimes feel like God’s not on our side. We can feel like God’s not for us. Justice feels like a far fetched dream. As God’s people, how are we going to be assured that God’s on our side? How do we know that God’s justice will come through? And so today’s passage will deal with those questions and hopefully give us some direction on this. Let’s proceed verse by verse.
[1] “I loathe my life; I will give free utterance to my complaint; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.
“I loathe my life” – why is Job saying this? Isn’t he supposed to be grateful for his life? Let’s remember that this is being said in the context of massive loss. It’s been a week since he lost his beautiful children. He lost his prosperous business, wealth and property. Not just that, he’s lost his health – he’s covered in painful sores from head to toe.
And that’s why he says “I will give free utterance to my complaint; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul” – Because of his great suffering, he’s going to cut loose, he’s going to remove all filters, he’s not going to hold back his pain anymore. He is going to be brutally honest with God. And that’s the beauty of a relationship with God is that he allows us to do that. Isn’t it amazing that we don’t have to go to God with a pre-planned script? He gives us space to be brutally honest with him.
[2] I will say to God, Do not condemn me; let me know why you contend against me.
Job’s asking God to not condemn him – not to declare him guilty without first telling him what he did wrong. He’s telling God that he at least deserves a chance to know where he went wrong.
He is trying to make sense of his suffering. He is trying to understand why God is treating him in this way.
[3] Does it seem good to you to oppress, to despise the work of your hands and favor the designs of the wicked?
Job is questioning God’s justice system. Instead of rewarding faithfulness and punishing wickedness, Job feels like God’s doing the opposite. He punishes faithful people like himself & rewards wicked people. According to Job, God’s justice system isn’t working.
[4] Have you eyes of flesh? Do you see as man sees? [5] Are your days as the days of man, or your years as a man’s years, [6] that you seek out my iniquity and search for my sin, [7] although you know that I am not guilty, and there is none to deliver out of your hand?
In these verses, Job is questioning God’s ability to examine the hearts of people. He’s questioning God’s ability to look into the depths of our hearts and see sin that’s within. As humans we don’t have that ability. At best we are able to see the sin that’s on the surface, the sins that are visible and out there but none of us can see what’s underneath the surface of people’s hearts.
And so Job is asking God why He’s behaving like a human who doesn’t have that ability to examine people’s hearts. Even though Job has been faithful and devoted, why is God desperately trying to probe and find out something that’s not right in Job and then use that as leverage to punish him? “and there is none to deliver out of your hand” – Job is expressing his helplessness. Once God has made up his mind to punish Job, how is Job ever going to escape or get out of it?
[8] Your hands fashioned and made me, and now you have destroyed me altogether. [9] Remember that you have made me like clay; and will you return me to the dust? [10] Did you not pour me out like milk and curdle me like cheese? [11] You clothed me with skin and flesh, and knit me together with bones and sinews. [12] You have granted me life and steadfast love, and your care has preserved my spirit. [13] Yet these things you hid in your heart; I know that this was your purpose.
In these verses, Job is questioning God’s care toward His own creation. Job describes the intricate way in which God created him. God “fashioned him” – shaped him like the work of a sculptor. In V9, he says that God made him like clay – personally moulded by the hands of God. V10 he says that just liquid milk is made into curdled cheese, in the same way God took time and effort to create him. V11 – just like the work of a master clothes designer, God personally clothed him with skin and flesh and then knit them together with the bones in our body. V12 – And then God breathed life into him, showed him steadfast love and with great care preserved him.
So Job is saying that his body and life isn’t some random thing in God’s junkyard. It’s something that God took time, effort and care to make and so it’s not making sense why God sees no purpose in Job and suddenly decides to throw him away like trash? V13 – it’s not making sense to Job why God is hiding these facts, suppressing these facts treating Job like he doesn’t matter?
[14] If I sin, you watch me and do not acquit me of my iniquity. [15] If I am guilty, woe to me! If I am in the right, I cannot lift up my head, for I am filled with disgrace and look on my affliction. [16] And were my head lifted up, you would hunt me like a lion and again work wonders against me. [17] You renew your witnesses against me and increase your vexation toward me; you bring fresh troops against me.
In these verses, Job is questioning God’s intentions. If he sins and is guilty, God’s not going to let him loose. God will indeed punish him for his sins. On the other hand, even if Job’s found innocent, Job feels that God will still shame him and bring him down on his knees.
V16 – Because God is God, He will use His power & all the resources at his disposal to hunt him down. V17 – Even if Job is innocent, God can still prove him wrong by raising witnesses to speak against him. In other words, it doesn’t matter if Job is doing good or evil, God’s out to get him. Job feels that there’s no winning against this major bully. That’s the crux of what Job feels at this point – he sees God as a bully who’s out to get him. Although there’s no fault or reason for doing that, God still wants to shame him. And because of this Job feels insecure. He feels that God’s not on his side. And he feels all alone.
[18] “Why did you bring me out from the womb? Would that I had died before any eye had seen me [19], and were as though I had not been, carried from the womb to the grave.
[20] Are not my days few? Then cease, and leave me alone, that I may find a little cheer [21] before I go—and I shall not return— to the land of darkness and deep shadow, [22] the land of gloom like thick darkness, like deep shadow without any order, where light is as thick darkness.”
As Job finishes his venting, he ends in a very dark, despairing note. Job is questioning God’s purposes in giving him life. If this was God’s plan all along – to bully & shame him, then why did God allow him to be born in the first place? Why couldn’t God have ended his life before anyone ever saw him?
In V20-21, Job’s final plea is that God would simply give him a breather. Since he doesn’t have many days left to live, he just asks God to let him be. He’s not asking for wealth or pleasures or anything else, he just wants to be left alone because the way he sees it, once he passes away, it’s anyway going to be gloom and darkness.
In other words, Job just wants God’s bullying to stop. After we read all this, we can sympathize with Job, understanding all that he’s been through. But was God actually bullying Job? No, if anything, God was honoring Job in the heavenly courts – in front of all the angels – God was delighting in Job, but all this wasn’t known to Job at the time.
So what do we do in seasons when, like Job we end up questioning God’s justice, God’s examination of hearts, God’s care, God’s intentions and God’s purposes? Is venting the only answer for us? When we boil down all of these questions, I think it comes down to trusting God’s intentions for us. Is God really for me or is he not? Let’s remember that Job didn’t lack knowledge of God. In fact V8-13 reveals deep knowledge that he had of God’s creative purposes – how God shaped and fashioned us. It’s not like he had to go to seminary and learn about God’s justice, God’s examination of hearts, God’s care and purposes to truly trust God. No, he already knew of it. He was just struggling to trust God’s intentions for him. He was struggling to believe that God is for him.
And when we go back to the Garden of Eden, that was exactly Satan’s modus operandi. In Gen 3, it’s interesting that Satan doesn’t start his conversation by telling Adam and Eve to Eat the fruit. He asks them a question “Did God really say that you can’t eat of any tree in the Garden?” And when Eve tells him that God forbade them from eating of the tree in the middle of the garden or they’ll die, Satan’s response is “You shall certainly not die. For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you’ll be like God knowing good and evil”.
So he’s planting the seed of doubt of questioning God’s intentions. Does God really want the best from us or is he keeping the best from us? And we know what happens after that. And the whole of biblical history is God pursuing His people and telling them again and again that He always has the best intentions for them.
Isa 54:10: For the mountains may depart
and the hills be removed,
but my steadfast love shall not depart from you,
and my covenant of peace shall not be removed,”
says the Lord, who has compassion on you.
Lam 3:22-23:
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases;[b]
his mercies never come to an end;
23 they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
The amazing thing about these statements of assurance is that they were not said while God’s people were faithful and living godly lives, many of these promises are made by God in the midst of rebellion. And yet God tells it to His people.
And then we come to the New Testament and we understand the fullness of God’s intentions through the coming of His Son Jesus Christ.
John 3:16-17: 16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.
Romans 8:32-34 : 31 What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things? 33 Who shall bring any charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies. 34 Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us.
The question that’s being posed to us is if God didn’t hold back His own Son when it came to saving us, is there any reason to doubt that God always has His best intentions for us?
Charles Spurgeon’s quote sums it up perfectly for us: “We cannot always trace God’s hand, but we can always trust God’s heart”